R.I.P. :'( + Work. Work. Work. Work. WORK.

Omggg. Shit. I really hope these aren't bad omens but I keep seeing dead birds :( Actually not too longer ago one of my birds Citrus died :( Her baby and her hubby were like so sad omg D: And recently at school I was walking and nearly stepped on a baby bird and there were three and one was like mauled (sorry to paint that picture in your mind) well not really mauled but bloody while the other 2 were just wet and dead :(

And omg today I was walking home and on the side of the road where I was walking I see a dead myna bird with ants crawling all over. D:

R.I.P. my dear birds. But omg that's so sad and horrible and coincidental and it really dampened my day when I saw it.

And right now I was doing my pre uni hw and im totes using this app on my ipod that you have to pay for but I got it for free coz it was free for a day, and it's called brain upgrade. It plays you brainwaves and you can mix it with music or sounds of nature (on the study option and it goes for an hour and I mixed it with rain). Ughhh my work is too hard. Screw year 9. (they give you shit like a term earlier as in year 9 work starts term 4 and this shit is hard okay :( Like year 8 version is easy but this requires thought and expertise and omg. Im gonna freaking die. Can I just not give in my hw and tell my mum I can't do it this week coz of yearlies? :D Ughh but then im gonna fail on the weekly quiz which I performed well on last week ((13 out of 16! :D )). But apparently if you dont give in your hw they call your parents or home phone (whichever number you put down and well I put my mum's number.)

I use brackets too much and they go on forever.. o.o

Omggg I havent done anything useful since I got home. I have a humongous pile of clothes on my bed that I've been stuffing into my closet to put away properly and fold and hang and omg im just so not stuffed and my wardrobe looks neat after I took it out but fml. I don't want to. omfg. yearlies. monday. and. tuesday. and. clarinet. exam. 10th. november. why.

I want to go and curl up in my bed until it's all over.

xoxo Bernice