Bully works :D

Guys Bully works now so I've been playing a bit. Not too much coz I dont like the controls but I think im starting to get used to them..a little but they're so awkward and I need like two hands to cover it but then I need a mouse, you cant use the mouse pad coz you need to be able to scroll and stuff but I'm getting used to using one hand for a billion buttons which like 5 is pressed at once sometimes (well it feels that way) and then one hand on the mouse. Pewds was right tho, the controls are fucked LOL. Can you believe it, like last month he had like 3 million subs and now he already has 4 mil. That's crazy but he's just that awesome. 

I finished re-reading leviathan today. Gonna start re-reading Behemoth tonight LOL and then after Goliath when I finish that. 

I get so hyped coz it feels like all the worlds (well i mean all the different fandoms) are colliding when i watch a tv show and an actor from another show guest stars or they make a reference to something (such as today in castle they mentioned how the archduke franz ferdinand was assassinated to start WWI and that's a key moment in Leviathan with Alek being the son of him. Then in a following ep one of the actresses in Suits was the murderer!). And in another ep of Castle the actor who plays Keller in White Collar made a brief appearance and so on. I can go on and on coz I just thought of several more but I don't think I should go into it but I really want to LOL. 

You know, my mum's been really weird recently, like she's been a bit invasive it's kinda freaking me out. She keeps coming into my room and it just so happened I was minimising everything coz I was considering playing Bully when she comes into my room and thinks I minimised everything coz she came. And she asks 'oh is there something you dont want me to see? why?' and im thinking 'wtf..'. Then another time I was on youtube and chatting to a friend on msn next to the vid and she's like 'what are you watching' and she walks up to watch a bit. I was watching Kalel's latest vlog and she was showing her new charm for her charm bracelet (and how it came in this huge package LOL) and then i explained to my mum I was watching someone's vlog and what a vlog was. She didn't get it and asked again what I was watching and what a vlog was when I'd just explained it! I'm seriously getting tired of this, it's like she doesnt trust me and i close my door coz I dont want my parents to have to hear what I watch on my laptop (especially since she doesnt like hearing me listen to pewdie since he says 'fuck' because apparently shit and stuff isnt that bad? o.o Probs coz she says it) and sometimes it's awks coz I might be watching castle which is fine for most of the time but then there's that occasional sex scene. Anyways she claims I'm hiding in my bedroom and that there's no need for me to close my door and that it's 'cooler' if i open my door. It's not gonna get any fucking cooler coz my door is open. They close the door to the aircon anyways so that gives my room all the hot air in the house. I have a window which can be opened and a fan, an open door isnt gonna make it any cooler. 

They don't complain if my sis closes her door and she locks her door too. I get that she's an adult but dude I'm not gonna do any dodgy shit on my laptop. Anyways I think I'll just watch Castle or something now coz that's the only thing I really feel like doing. 

xoxo Bernice