All Hell Breaks Loose IV + Doctor Who Vivid Show

Saturday was one of the best days of my life omg.

Okay so after an early Saturday morning wake up, travelling to UNSW and walking up their long 'road' thing and up several flights of stairs, my sis and I arrived at Supernatural Con - All Hell Breaks Loose IV!! We waited in line to get in tho it was pretty much just a line to get tokens but yeah. Omg the first most exciting moment was catching a glimpse of Misha Collins, Sebastian Roche and Mark Sheppard and people screamed in excitement then laughed. I was so thrilled to see them even though I'd see them more later. I didn't watch the welcome and stayed in line while my sister did because I didn't mind so much about missing it as long we didn't miss anything else later on and the line had been super long and tokens limited.

After getting the tokens for photos, we went to the idk panel room I guess, it had a stage at the front where the actors go to talk and stuff LOL. There was trivia and omg the people who made the quiz included heaps of questions only super hardcore fans would know plus some easy ones and I swear, there are some questions that aren't actually that hard but then the people who participated didn't know them! It was so sad :L Anyways, photos were taken while that happened and you get told to go up by row and so we first took a photo with Misha (who has a really cool tie omg and he was so friendly and just omg), then Rob Benedict I think or it might've been Richard Speight Jr then Mark Sheppard. Afterwards they put on supernatural eps + supernatural related games so not only trivia but celebrity heads but with spn characters.

The Q&A panels were really entertaining to watch and at the end of Sebastian Roche's one, he got into an intimate position with Rob Benedict and omg, they ended up losing balance and falling on top of each other AHAHAHA. They even had this charity thing where the actors would have to draw on their t-shirts then wear them then auction them off and all money goes towards charity. MATT COHEN (who's kinda one of my new fav people LOL) DREW ABS ON HIS SHIRT and omg he even added the v-lines guys have and the top of a butt crack on the back. Richard drew himself (with angel wings coz he plays Gabriel), and Rob wrote 'I went to Supernatural con and all I got was this lousy T-shirt' and then they got Misha to auction them. AHAHAHA it was so funny coz he's like 'Matt I don't think you tried. I think all you did was trace yourself.' Misha drew a used tampon on his shirt and wrote 'libra' on it after asking the audience what brand of tampons we have in aus. Sebastian drew a dick on his then he somehow turned it into a drawing of himself (+ angel wings for balthazar ofc) then he promised to add a dick on it and sign it. More than $1000 was made from auctioning the t-shirts LOL, probs nearly $2000 actually but idk.

So much more happened but I can't tell it all but Rob did serenade the audience by singing and playing his guitar (the songs were 'she waits' and 'eskimo'). Anyways so here are the photos taken (I'll show signatures another time).

So yeah, trying to decide Misha or Matt for fb dp LOOOL. Jade said for pros for either that I told her, Matt wins but then the other half of me is like 'BUT MISHAAA' but then idk. I can't decide. I wish I could have both LOL.

The Doctor Who Vivid show was really cool! I knew they were gonna have weeping angels AHAHAHA and ofc they made thunder/lightning and the angels get closer but then they got sucked into the crack like in the ep (: But omg it's sad, Matt Smith is leaving doctor who :( then there's gonna be a new doctor for 12 and hope it's someone good but ofc I'm giving them a chance as are many other whovians as Matt got lots of hate when David Tennant first left. Before we got to the doctor who one, we wandered around the vivid displays and then we accidently walked from circular quay to darling harbour then back ofc and omgg, my feet hurt so bad since I was wearing heels all day (went with my outfit + didn't wanna be barely in the photos since I'm short LOOL but Richard Speight Jr is so short and there was this girl who was really tall and poor guy felt midget even tho she was wearing like 12cm heels so yeah LOL). It was really great but unfortunately it was raining and there were many whovians (you could spot them so easily just by what accessories or clothes they were wearing - even if it was a really tiny detail) which meant my video footage had some umbrellas/heads in corners and not the best sound quality but at least I have it especially since it was yesterday only :D

Ahhhh wish I could still see them all, coz the experience is truly wonderful and Sebastian remembered my sister and I! :D He was like 'hey, the sisters!' And he asked various questions and was a little worried finding out I was 14 and saw his panel (didnt say i missed part of it coz i was eating tho), coz he made many sexual innuendos/references and actions but he's really funny LOL. He sat next to matt so when we asked Matt which photo he'd like to sign for us since we couldn't decide, he joked his ab shot and Sebastian chimed in and was like 'oh yes, pick that one! She's fourteen she wants that one!' AHAHAHA and Matt laughed and was like 'everyone is scared to pick that one, but they shouldn't be! I'm happy they like it' and he signed it LOL.

Okay, that's enough for today, byee!

xoxo Bernice

Hey (: Okay so I took photos right but then I deleted them because I got tired and the lighting was horrible anyways so I'll have to take them when I remember then I'll upload them. LOL. Oh and I'll even maybe add in a photo of my living room now coz we rearranged the furniture and now it's nice (:

But omg, when I was walking home yesterday I was so scared coz I was on a street perpendicular to mine right and you know, just listening to my music minding my own business and this guy who's one of the sons of the fat lady (do you guys know about the fat lady? If not then umm well she lives in one of the corner houses and my fam all just refers to her as the fat lady or the corner house lady. Don't ask what her name is I bet my parents also don't have a clue LOL. But when I was little I would be like 'omg it's the witch in the corner house' LOL coz she always death-glared me  when I was riding my bike around my road so it was seen as being a bit of a daredevil to ride your bike near her house ESPECIALLY SINCE SHE WAS IN HER YARD ALL THE TIME). Anyways, umm so he was shouting and swearing and i was all like 'wtf who is that guy shouting at?' in my head coz i didn't see anyone. I was getting closer and a car came pass and then HE CLAPPED REALLY LOUD WHILE SHOUTING and he scared a cat across the street just as the car came!! O: I was like 'EH OMG CAT' in my head but thankfully the cat got to the other side before the car past so it was alright. Still though!! And then I told my dad later that night and my dad's like 'yeah that guy's crazy. Chris (who's a guy who lives on another corner house across the road from them and he owns a lot of the cats - well I doubt they were originally his but then he fed them like we did with Ginger and Shadow) told me a while ago that one of his cats was run over. Maybe it was that guy and he waits for a car to come then scares them across the street to get them run over.'

THERE'S A CAT MURDERER ON MY STREET ;_; there are at least 10 cats  in that section of the street o.o WHAT WILL HAPPEN?? :(

I wrote this a few days ago but I never posted it... so here! Gonna write today's post (:

I need to change my tumblr theme LOL. But idk which one to use (i have a few im considering) and ugh it's so annoying plus I dont want to change it and then it didnt work out coz then what if someone checks my tumblr and is like 'wtf happened here' LOL.

For some reason part of me is worried for school like I don't even have much on atm there isn't really anything big I need to hand it. Maybe it's all the homework I never gave in O.O I HOPE I DONT GET 'SOMETIMES' ON MY REPORT LOL. MY MUM WILL KILL ME SINCE I DONT EVEN PRACTICE CLARINET OFTEN ENOUGH TO REPLACE DOING HW. She's currently pissed at me I guess for not practicing over the weekend but I think I'll practice today since it's only today and tomorrow I got then I have my lesson on wednesday. Otherwise it was the weekend that I got. Ugh all she's said to me (besides talking about food) is stuff about clarinet and omfg it's just so annoying and I swear she could've woken up the whole house this morning shouting at me that she shouldnt be driving me to the bus stop because I didnt practice clarinet over the weekend. Wtf, I mean the walk isn't that bad I mean it takes 10min but it's fucking freezing in the morning and I feel like my knees are going to buckle in the cold and I'm shivering. So yeah, winter is defs not my season :L

Guys. I don't even know what I do with my life anymore. Seriously. ALL I AM DOING IS SCROLLING DOWN THIS TUMBLR (http://periodandbonerstories.tumblr.com/) AND OMG SOME POSTS ARE SO FUNNY. AHAHAHA. But omg can you believe I've been reading those stories for the past 20min or something? LOL this is a bit awks but they're actually interesting/funny but some people have really great friends (e.g. http://periodandbonerstories.tumblr.com/post/51407189728 http://periodandbonerstories.tumblr.com/post/51405831537).

THIS SATURDAY WILL BE AMAZING. I'M GOING TO SEE SOME OF THE CAST OF SPN THEN GO TO THE DOCTOR WHO VIVID THING AND MAYBE BUT IM NOT SURE YET, BUT WE MIGHT GO TO THE CINEMAS COZ THEY'RE SHOWING TWO EPS OF DOCTOR WHO ON THE BIG SCREEN :D

Okay I'll try and get photos of what i got as I promised ages back AHAHAHAHA.

xoxo Bernice

ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE

GUYS GUYS GUYS. IM SO EXCITED. 

IM GOING TO SUPERNATURAL CON - ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE 4. OMG. IM GOING TO SEE MISHA COLLINS :D (PLAYS CASTIEL :D) 

Also there will be:

• Richard Speight Jr. (GABRIEELLLLL. ;_; nope, not dead. just like agent coulson, not dead. Pleaaaassseeeeee bring Gabriel back :( )
• Sebastian Roche (Balthazar! Every time I think of Balthazar I always think of this person on tumblr I follow coz her url is balthazarse...anyywaayyysss, he was also in TVD, the dad original, well vampire blood drinking vamp that also hunted other vamps - specifically his children the other originals LOOL) 
• Matt Cohen (Young John Winchester!!)
• Andd Robert ______ (soz idk his name but he plays Chuck...LOL what a fan i am)

IM SO EXCITED. IT'S IN TWO WEEKS AT UNSW. Melbourne's one's tickets already sold out O: so good thing my sis bought tickets last night. But omg I was so surprised. I went to her room this morning to borrow $5 LOL, and she's like 'OMG I BOUGHT TICKETS TO SPN CON IN TWO WEEKS SATURDAY IT'S AT UNSW. OMGG' well she obv didnt shout since she was still in bed coz it was 7am but she whispered it with as much excitement someone half asleep could really have. LOL. 

Omg, if I get a photo with Misha, omg. Actually i will get a photo with misha. Bel and I are also considering Richard Speight Jr coz he's awesome LOL. But defs Misha. But omg lots of fans ask for poses and he always does it (no matter how weird it may be. I mean this chick got him to put his leg up around her like girls do AHAHAHAHA) and i kinda wanna ask for a pose but idk what pose! Someone think of something for me please LOL. 

Omg guys what am I doing :( I have so much hw and I've barely done any of it and I came home late coz my dad picked me up from the bus stop but then we went to the Good Guys to buy a tv bracket (renovations to the house yeeaahhhh, so now maybe ill have a nice living room LOOL. And pool table is in the deck now :D so more space for wii and lounging and watching tv and umm hoping to get a nautical theme into our deck which was extended. It has a heater too, and my dad made a cool couch/lounge thing idk how to describe it. Maybe I'll have photos when everything is done. That and what I bought recently LOL. Anyways um so we moved the pool table there, now we're gonna rearrange furniture and hopefully it'll be nice and comfy and we have a smart tv now and arghh, need my dad to put the bracket in the wall or wherever and plop the smart tv with it then I can get up to date with spn (connecting dvd player so yerr) and hopefully finish my homework whilst watching. (but we have guest over so he's not!) So excited to use it, I mean my dad has used it when it was left in the study room but I dont want to watch youtube vids with everyone around like what if it's a bit innapropriate or has a weird name or i get strange looks for watching beauty gurus or probs pewds since my dad will think im watching something stupid and my mum would be like 'waste of time'. Decided to ditch maths because my teacher is nice and I'm sure it'll be okay if I dont bring my book since i havent only once before and roxanna never brings hers since she's so far behind LOL. 

Gotta do geo :( or ill die tomorrow omg. And then english first period tomorrow (even tho it's half) so i gotta do that shit too! Aww no. And don't forget I have to practice clarinet, havent practiced all week and was supposed to have a lesson on wednesday but then got cancelled coz she couldnt make it so id have to go to her place but parents didnt give me a response (yes or no whether i could be taken) so now it's friday. Im so fucked. Omg. She's gonna kill me. She nearly killed me last week but I actually played alright to pretty well i guess. There's so much to practice omg im panicking now. AHHHHH. STOPP. :( I dont want to go to school tomorrow. Then I wouldn't have a single worry :L well aside from clarinet but then i could practice during the day so yeah. Also, it's freeezzinggg and i take ages to get out of bed because im cold (well under the covers it's warm) and tired. :L We got a random uniform check today in maths. Was so weird LOL and omg I had my earphones in and i mean my teacher doesnt mind but this teacher (that looks and sounds suspiciously like umbridge from harry potter. That literally was my first impression of her. Thank god she wasnt wearing pink or had any sign of  *I LOVE CATS* around. Otherwise id be freaked LOL) and she's quite strict and i was like BAM taking out my earphones and stuffing my ipod in my bag and i was right in front of them but they didnt notice and just im glad i havent gotten a haircut recently coz my hair is long and covered everything (scarf too i guess...but hair is longer :p).

xoxo Bernice

Okay this post I wrote a few days ago but I forgot to post it LOL and I have another to write. So much to say and show! I saw Star Trek Into Darkness (which was amazinggg and omg  Benedict Cumberbatch is such a great actor and im sure he enjoyed playing Khan) and I also shopped so a bunch of new things! Will post about those later. Now, onto this post I wrote a while ago:

Hey guys so sorry I haven't posted in FOREVER but I've just been so busy!

This past week was NAPLAN and it's the last one ILL EVER DO :D

Tomorrow I'm going to make a post of what I bought yesterday because I visited the doctor who pop up store! It's only gonna be in sydney for a month i think and stock runs out quick so you gotta be fast. It's in newtown and it's small but it's in a side street near the station and omg my sis and i were in there for ages LOL and we spent $230! O: I got two t-shirts, a body set, and a TARDIS laplander (beanie with strings and a pom pom on the top LOL)! I really wanted a TARDIS dress but they sold out in the first few days :( Also bought a new bag for $14! It was originally $40 which was a great deal! :D Had starbucks on the way home after I bought the bag and yeah.

So much has happened recently idk what I last said since that was weeks ago but yeah. Ughhh, I hate finale season in tv shows! :( TVD ended today and omggg so much happened! Too much to explain LOL. Revenge also ended recently and I didn't like a lot of their plot twists :( so heart-wrenching. Only one good thing happened and that was Em finally admitting to Jack she was Amanda and that's how it ended so we have no idea what's gonna happen and arghhh.

Spn ended and it looked really angsty and the whole fandom is dying on tumblr, and there are many jokes about the biggest thing which is like all the angels were falling or something. Idk. Not up to there so I got no clue but yeah. This Sunday Doctor Who's series finale airs too :( EVERYTHING IS ENDING. Bright side, next month Teen Wolf is coming back I'm pretty sure and I have things to catch up on (Psych, Supernatural, Merlin) in the meantime so I won't be crazy bored but I will be sad to be left hanging until what 6 months later? Or 7? Idk, depends on the show. November is gonna be crazy and the fandom side of tumblr is going to explode.

Sherlock series 3 airs, and in the same 24hrs before it Doctor who's 50th anniversary ep airs, and the next hobbit movie comes out, and thor 3 comes out, so does catching fire, and season 9 of supernatural and omg. It's just all going to blow up and my dash would be 100+ in like 2 seconds instead of 2 minutes.

Okay got nothing left to add so byeee!

xoxo Bernice

Past week/half a week (idk anymore) quite a bit happened.

I got new sport shoes! :D They're the nike downshifter 5 lea (idk what the lea is for o.o), they're black with a pink nike logo. That's pretty much all I can describe because I'm a bit tired and i don't want to think LOOL. Plus, I'm not good at explaining...I also got new earphones! They're the apple earpods, got them cheap at flemington but im pretty sure they're real, either way it doesnt matter because all i care for is sound quality and durability since I treat my earphones like shit by always nearly stepping on them, dropping them...etc. I don't mean to but I'm a bit clumsy and well I just don't think then later regret it when they're dirty or stop working..LOL. I got them both on Sunday and I'm excited.

At sport today I had netball and it was really fun (and ofc i was sporting my new shoes :D) but the first team we played against were basketballers or something and they kept dribbling (so replay) and stepping and shit and the ref didnt do anything :( then told us we were stepping when I saw no stepping :L It got better though and she started to be more fair but it was just annoying. I think perhaps I should try and get stronger LOL. Because I was GA and the GD defending me was bigger than me and well, every time she bumped into me I would get a bit unbalanced or worry about getting pushed over LOOL.

I'm a bit sleepy right now. Maybe due to lack of sleep since last night I was originally going to sleep early but then i slept at 11 and in the morning I had funky inception dreams and at the time they were scary. Looking back they were weird. I'd be like dragged through the blankets and bed and I'd be screaming and trying to claw out and then I'd wake up in bed. Then it would happen again and I woke up in my sister's bed (double bed so I was on the opposite side) and the same shit happened again and then when I woke my sis was all like 'omg bernice are you okay?' coz I'd been wriggling and screaming in bed or something. THEN I woke up for real in my bed at 5.40am (didn't fall asleep after that and lost 35min more sleep :( ). LOL, it was so weird but at the time it was scary since no one wants to be dragged down somewhere by some unknown something.

I should practice clarinet now or soon. Gonna try now, I hope I don't nearly fall asleep or the notes start to blur LOL. I just need to get through 30min, then I can watch spn (and see cas return to normal!! :D so excited coz i dont like 'God' Cas since he's so rude to Dean :( and then dean is sad coz he knows this isnt really cas but it pains him to see his friend like that, especially after the betrayal of him working with crowley to open the gates to purgatory to get all the souls, kill raphael ((i think that's how you spell his name...)) and then get power obsessed and becoming the new 'God' o.o)

xoxo Bernice

It's been two days of school. It hasn't been all that bad honestly. Pretty good. Though there is already homework.

I finished my science booklet and was going to give it to him in the staffroom but then he wasn't there and when we had class he didn't seem to remember or know so I didn't end up giving it to him...I hope he's completely forgotten and I'm not reminded in front of the whole class coz it's so embarrassing LOL. Anyways, tomorrow it's friday, and I have a photo shoot in textiles (hopefully I don't freeze to death in the summer pjs) and I might bring a toy but idk what toy to bring..LOL. Idk. Maybe I won't bring a toy. It's hassle and yerr.

Suddenly I've got quite a few books I want to read so perhaps I'll read them, or I'll leave them and forget about it LOL, but I'll see. I'm going to try and read them all (: Especially since I'm not really a reader LOL.

I'm going to practice clarinet now because then no one will pester me and I should really start to practice everyday so that I don't fail my seventh grade exam and so I don't get in trouble for lack of practice from my teacher.

Really quick, disjointed post but oh well. It's better than nothing! (:

Oh!!! I forgot, the thing is that after a quarterly (three months), you get a voucher in the mail from priceline that is for 4% of what you spent and between friends, my sister and myself, the amount that we managed to spend over the past few months was $227.95, so 227 points (damn nearly 228), and I got a voucher of $9.08 :D I definitely won't be spending that much this quarterly or the next, but it's definitely really exciting to have an extra $9 to spend that doesn't cost me anything :3

xoxo Bernice

It's the last day of the holidays ;_; I still havent completed all my holiday hw and have probably forgotten about half of it so I'm just hoping teachers don't notice if I've forgotten. I do have to complete my PD booklet, I did some, but havent touched the btn section because I rather multitask and i cant listen to 2 shows at the same time. That aint possible (well not for me if someone can...). I need to do my science booklet due last term but my cover up is that there was a meeting so i couldnt go into the staffroom and hand it in so ill just give it in tomorrow and hopefully i dont get in major trouble or anything.. :L Also, I didn't bother to check for maths hw and stuff so hopefully none of that either. I'm dreading getting my japanese test results back because I actually failed since i didnt study nor did I pay attention in class.

Anyways, on to less troubling matters, I've spent the day adding tshirts from this website to my bookmarks thing and when I have money I'm going to buy them (they're all fandom shirts and stuff and are $18 or $22) but omg, I just love them :D I mean, I'd turn away from the time then when I check it, it's an hour later. EVERY TIME. I don't think i even added that many shirts! :L Probs around a hundred but that's not many!

Also watched psych for the whole day. I considered watching spn but then when I read the brief intriguing synopsis' on the DVD for the remainder of the eps of season 6, I decided against it because it looked to be very eventful, emotional and just no thanks. I'm not ready yet... :p

I get bored of things very quickly. I haven't touched sims since I built my first house. All that time spent on making it just made me feel like I couldnt play again for a while. Perhaps if I get University Life then I'll keep playing again but yeah. Haven't touched AC II either after the few days I played. Idk, I just dont feel like anything. Remember that time period I kept blogging about Aveyond? Still havent finished because I got bored. LOL, I'm like Shaun from Psych in the sense of getting bored with things quickly. I mean, he had like 57 jobs I think it was, before he decided to be a psychic detective and that's because he mastered them all in a few weeks or months and got bored so he quit and started a new one, and he's taken up different jobs even while he's been the psychic detective in the show so yerr. LOL.

I'm even sick of school and it hasn't even begun yet :( Bright side is that at least there's only 3 days left of the week before I have to deal with a full five day week of work. They don't even care if it's the first day anymore, they just give you assignments and stuff anyways and stuff is due too.

I should prepare for school. But I'll probs leave it to the second before I decide to sleep and I am going to try my best and get into bed at 9, then read for half an hour to an hour then try and sleep. I hope I fall asleep. Even though for the past two weeks I've been staying up to around or past 12, specifically the most recent nights since I've been on my ipod watching videos and playing games.

Hope you all manage to sleep and stuff. Idk what to say anymore.

xoxo Bernice

I don't have anything to write I don't think. But I'll try or just end up rambling about my shows as usual.

Okay, I did. Sorry. Please don't read if you're not interested.

Didn't do anything exciting yesterday or today but I'm more than halfway through spn and I'm rewatching first season of Psych. Idk, all of a sudden I just didn't feel like watching spn and had this hugeeee urge to watch psych so i headed over to my sis and grabbed the DVD and yerr. Rewatching first season and omg i actually dont remember some of the eps which is really weird coz id at least find it familiar or recall some things, i mean, it's totally normal for me to forget who the murderer or culprit or whatev criminal in an ep, but to actually forget the plot? That's weird.

Didn't watch Doctor Who today, I have the ep and it's been downloaded for hours but i just dont feel like it and my sister is 'working' on an essay so we're not gonna end up watching it today since it's 10:25pm and recently she's been sleeping really early (but waking up at usual 10am-12pm) and yerr. I havent had much lucky sleeping recently. Idk. I just cant. But last night I ended up watching ellen videos on youtube LOL, all the hidden camera ones. The Jennifer Lopez one and any Dennis Quaid ones are really good LOL.

Oh and today, I saw the episode in season 6 of spn called 'the french mistake' i think it's called that. And omgg, Misha is the best. In the ep, Sam and Dean are teleported to an alternate universe by Balthazar (aka Sebastian Roche, and aka the originals' dad Michael in TVD) where they are Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles, who are the actors who play Sam and Dean. AHAHAHAHAHA, IT'S SO FUNNY. And like, Misha keeps tweeting in the ep and he actually tweeted one of them irl and just, it's so funny coz they treat everyone in it as the actual characters and then realize when the other is like 'wtf guys' and then when they have to act, it's the funniest and worst acting ever. And just, if you watch spn, look forward to that ep! (BUT NEVER SKIP A SINGLE EPISODE, WATCH IT EP BY EP OKAY. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SKIP SEASONS 1-3 JUST TO MEET CAS. WELL DONT SKIP A SINGLE ONE OKAY. It will mean the death of you, and you'll also miss out on Sam and Dean's happier, less angsty and life-threatening circumstances, where Dean hasn't died five billion times yet and Sam's hair is short and the eps are scary and and, it's just, life was more of 'where's john?' and 'where's the yellow-eyed demon coz im gonna srsly kill him and avenge all the shit he's caused us'). Those were long brackets. Anyways, I should sleep soon. Instead im going to youtube and be on tumblr since ive missed out for most of the day.

xoxo Bernice

On Wednesday IRON MAN 3 CAME OUT :D So Monika and I went and watched it and it was really good. I also saw the Thor trailer AHAHAHAHA. I'm sorry, tumblr thing. People watched it and were spamming my tumblr dash. Loki's hair was the latest big thing (well now it's Moon Moon . . .). But yes, the Thor trailer spazzing was not about Thor as much as it was about Loki's long hair LOOL and one of my favourite posts were a photo where someone editted Loki's head onto the Mona Lisa.

Pretty damn good editting skills aye?

Oh and today so I see this post (it's linked soz too lazy to screenshot or anything): 

http://mymindpalaceisatardis.tumblr.com/post/48910767168/casm1-iammakingperfectsense 

I liked it because it was funny and then after showing it to my sister a few hours ago I realised how fucked I was. I'm on tumblr nearly 24/7 and it's blue. My laptop is blue. MY BED SHEETS AND QUILT COVERS  AND PILLOWS ARE BLUE. I HAVE A BIG BLUE TEDDY BEAR ON MY BLUE BED. 

As if things couldnt get worse, I just painted my nails this morning with this nail polish in beguile which is a really dark blue with teal specks/shimmer in certain lighting. yaaaayyyy. ==' 

I'm not even crazy about the colour blue but it all sort of just happened. Well good luck to me on sleeping. 

Anyways, so Iron Man 3 was amazing and omg i missed an extra on the end coz i thought all the extra shit ended by the credits and when my sister came home from watching it yesterday she told me and i was like 'shit i missed it' and 'NO I DID NOT KNOW ALL MARVEL MOVIES HAD EXTRA SCENES AT THE END AFTER ALL THE CREDITS' ;_; and it had the hulk and tony in a scene and it was funny (my sister told me what happened). So if you go watch it, stay till after the credits!

Oh and this came out yesterday and it's the cutest fucking thing and now people on tumblr who havent seen it are seriously confused as to why marshmallows are being called popcorn. But yes, watch this and episode 1 but I'll put episode 1 first so it's in order but omg west collins is the cutest. 

                                                                         Episode 1

                                                                          Episode 2

Today I watched the latest ep of TVD and I really liked it. It acted as the pilot to the spinoff series the originals but because now Hayley is preggo with Klaus' baby everyone on tumblr is hating and shit and OKAY THAT WAS A WEIRD AND A BIT DUMB IDEA. ESPECIALLY WITH WHAT HAPPENS TO THE BABY WHEN IT'S THE BLOODY FULL MOON BUT THE REST OF THE EPISODE WAS REALLY GOOD OKAY. I kind of just loved Elijah more as well because of all his respectful, old fashioned and well-mannered personality and how he just doesnt deal with anyone's shit. Then Klaus' sort of payback to Marcel AHAHAHAHA where he bites a vamp in Marcel's inner circle and he's all like (this is along the lines of LOL coz I cant remember word for word) 'he's gonna be dead by the end of the week which means I broke one of your rules. You'll have to kill me but oh that's right, I'M IMMORTAL.' In case you don't know, Klaus is an original and so he can't be killed and he's a hybrid which is a werewolf and a vampire and a werewolf bite is fatal to vampires with the only cure being Klaus' blood. I even showed my sister the scene and she was actually interested in seeing it and it was just funny. 

There was even a bit of a klaroline scene because Klaus makes this phone call to her and awww so cute (well it was leaving a voicemail message). But idk what'll happen when she finds out Hayley is preggo with his baby AND WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ANY HOPES OF KLAROLINE HAPPENING? :(

Oh I finished season 5 of spn. I think i should do the holiday hw given :p but i dont want to LOOL. 

xoxo Bernice

I'm bored. There are things I want to do but not the time for them :L Like tomorrow I'm going to go and hopefully buy my new clarinet and then I'll be going to a clarinet group (which should be on unless it's cancelled. The group is really fun though, well i find it fun :p) to play and I havent played in ages. What I'm dreading is the next lesson I have since I wasnt practicing when i had my clarinet and now that I dont have my clarinet i cant and that's a bit sad and I'm so fucked. Oh well. Then, on Wednesday, Monika and I are going to go see Iron Man 3!! :D

I'M SO EXCITED. And apart from those who watched the midnight screenings, we'll be one of the first :3 and I'm just so happy and excited and we'll be shopping a bit. I might ask my mum for allowance (past two weeks of holidays i didnt receive any and idk if  should be and im a bit scared to ask since i havent been doing anything useful - especially not my theory test so i can get my certificate for 6th grade) so ill have more money. Coz I dont have much atm and that's pretty much the cost of the movie ticket and the bus ticket. So yerr. Idk.

All I did today was watch Supernatural (one more ep of season 5 to go! I'm going so slowly tho and it's coz i dont want to leave my sister that far behind but i have already since she's still on season 4 i think :L so defs not gonna be able to wait for her), youtube, tumblr and shit that's it I think. Yepp that's it. Oh well.

Might play Assassin's Creed II again but when i have time and when i have the freaking patience for this challenge. From first look at it I knew I'd hate it. I tried once but got too pissed. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU STEAL THE FLAG BACK WITHOUT TACKLING THE GUY. I know you can steal but that's only done when walking and you can't catch up to the guy by walking since he's running at top speed and when you tackle him you get the flag but then all the guards are pissed at you. Those guards are so annoying. Okay, so you'd be minding your own business, walking through the streets and you walk close to a guard NOT NECESSARILY TOUCH EVEN and then one gets pissed at you for invading personal space or some shit and then he pushes you and if you fight back then you have to also fight his four mates. Then, after he pushes at you and you walk away he follows you to push you again. WTF. They should be hanged not normal people.

Another thing, people with crates of shit, THEY ARE THERE TO WALK INTO YOU. And when they walk into you it's like you walked into them but when you try and walk around them they walk towards you TRYING TO GET HIT. They drop their stuff then get pissed at you, you get notorious and guards get angry and charge at you. It's gotten to the point that when they get close i just stop moving so they brush past me and don't drop their shit. Arghh, it's so stupid. Can't they walk in a straight line like a normal person. BUT NO THEY SWERVE SUDDENLY and walk into you. Idk, I just find myself shouting back at them LOOL.

My mum got me new sweatpants :D I really wanted a new pair since I havent had any in ages and I've been really cold in the past few days. I mean, I wear my ugg boots and my big fleece hoodie all day but at the end I'm still cold and the insides arent warm, they're cold too. That's how cold I am LOL. I want a pair from cotton on body coz they have the cutest sweatpants/trackies coz they're warm with the fleece but they're cute and they have nice colours but I'm fine with these coz it's not like I'm gonna stroll the streets in them LOL, and they're purple (: But I really want the hot pink and the navy ones at cotton on body.

Still havent posted photos yet. I'll do that tomorrow or something LOL. I think I'm going to keep saying I'll do shit tomorrow LOOL.

xoxo Bernice

Okay I have a lot to talk about since a lot happened in the past two days - well compared to all the other days of the holidays LOL. So here's gonna be a super long post:

--FRIDAY--
Turned out my sister mixed up the date for Ross Noble which was yesterday (Saturday) but it just so happened that China Town had these markets and the Sydney Entertainment Centre is there so we decided to check out the markets. There were so many people! There were lots of stalls, especially food stalls and lots of things I wanted but of course, I didn't really get much and my sister paid for it all and im not really sure if I owe her or not AHAHAHA since i owe her so much. This one stall only had hats and omg. They had fuzzy baseball caps. Like you know those warm fuzzy socks people wear? It was like that but a hat and im pretty sure they had wings and they were so cool. I didn't get them though because I bought this black bowler hate - except IT HAS EARS. I'm pretty sure i saw a youtuber get one and I was like 'omg i really want that' and im pretty sure i saw it in a shop, maybe even topshop and it was just so expensive so i didnt get it (like over $40 definitely) and this one was $19. It's felt (100% wool) and it's black and I love it and I wore it yesterday and right after I got it. It was the only black one in stock, they only had another in red, the rest were various colours but not bowler hats but shaped like robin hood's hat just with ears LOL.

Also, there was a stall which was selling makeup which isnt avail in Aus, so it had Urban Decay, Nyx, NARS, some japanese products ive seen online before...etc. I spotted eos lip balms and totally freaked and my sister and I ended up buying this two pack with strawberry sorbet and this passionfruit one. My sister took the passionfruit one which smells SO GOOD. So I have the strawberry sorbet one and I love it but the passionfruit one smells really good and ugh. But, the strawberry one smells like strawberry chuppa chupps LOL and it actually tastes nice, and that's weird to me since none of my lip balms ever taste or taste nice LOL. We also got two vintage necklaces and again my sister is keeping the nicer one but that's alright coz we were sharing them, just that we'd keep one in each room but idk how the sharing will turn out or if it'll even happen. They're really nice though so yeah (:

--SATURDAY--
My sister and I ate quickly at maccas before going to see Ross Noble since Maccas is next door to the venue and we entered a few min before 8 and the show starts at 8, then we heard from speakers and this alarm thing that if you're late you get locked out and shit and we were like omg and so we hurried and other people were hurrying and we very quickly found our seats which were actually pretty good. I mean they werent at the very front but we had a good view and there are screens on either side as well so it didn't really matter i guess but we were close enough that when Ross came on stage we could see and make out his face well.

Literally laughed for the entire show as he is a comedian and all but it was just so funny and he just makes up stuff on the spot so stand up and omg, you never want to be late to his shows. Coz if he spots you coming in late he'll make a joke about you or he'll ask you why you're late and shit and there's just so many inside jokes with it. So if you're late you won't have a clue what's going on and the topic being discussed will be really weird then he apologises for it and then he makes an inside joke/reference to a previous topic and then everyone is roaring with laughter and the late comers have no clue. There was this like bogan guy sitting at the front who left and came back in the middle of the show and when he came back he was carrying a tray of beers and omfg that guy was hilarious too. Ross asked and told the audience how he didnt just come in with one drink and was actually carrying a whole tray of beers for his mate and then the guy offered him a beer and omg it was just funny. There were so many sexual innuendos and there was an accident and emergency nurse in the front row and Ross being the perfectly mature person he is asked her if she'd seen people come in with stuff stuck up their ass (which she had) and that became a whole topic entirely. It was just a really funny night and if only you all were there to watch.

He even said we were the most wrong thinking audience he'd ever had because every time he said something that could be taken the wrong way he was like 'NO, NO, DONT GO THERE. NO WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU' and everyone would be laughing. And there was always this one lady (not the same lady every time though) who when everyone was relatively quiet and Ross had paused or something that had this loud bizarre laugh that everyone could hear and it was just so funny coz then he'd comment on it and yeah. His shows are normally on youtube so you can look for parts on there.

When the show ended it was like 11 and by the time we got to town hall, it was 11:30 around and the trains were cancelled due to trackwork and we had to take some random bus to burwood but it wasnt a replacement bus since those i think were at central and we couldnt be stuffed to go there so we chilled in woolies until the bus came and by the time we finally got home it was 1am but I slept at 2.

--TODAY--
I woke up this morning when it was nearly 12 and i never sleep that late. I couldve woken up earlier but i just didnt feel like it so today's been pretty rubbish and i havent done anything. I watched Doctor Who since a new ep came out and i watched some SPN but I only watched one disc of season 5 and normally there's 4 eps and this had 3 but i had to stop watching because there were too many feels :( Omfg, I saw the ep where Jo and Ellen died and i was just sitting there crying and it was just so saddd. Bright side - I met Crowley and he's pretty funny LOL and I understand why people on tumblr like him LOOL.

See, I told you this post would be long. Pictures in the next post though because I got none.

xoxo Bernice

From the last couple of times I've blogged, it's really early for me to blog right now but I want to post now since I might not have a chance later. 

This morning I watched the latest ep of TVD which I have mixed feelings about but in comparison to other eps it wasn't really all that emotional LOL. I hate Silas so much. Why can't he just disappear and never exist? Srsly. Oh well, I also re-watched some white collar eps :D (one that i started yesterday and the one where he parachutes off a skyscraper :3 which are 4x6 and 4x10). 

I think I'll play ACII now coz I'm nearly halfway I think, idk, but I've parted several sequences which are like episodes/parts. The lag is getting better but omg, there was this one part that I had to play three times because you had to drive Leonardo Da Vinci's wagon and omfg there's like barricades on the road and then there are people chasing you and they jump onto the carriage and then they start shooting arrows of fire on the road. And you couldn't let the wagon die (well get wrecked it had like bars of 'health') and omfg, there was so much lag too that I tried to get rid of by pressing other buttons which is what i normally do to get rid of lag in it and there was such bad steering and I just got so pissed. The rest of the game is fine, assassinating people I can do but this one part was just so annoying and i hope there are no more parts like that. :L 

I'm going to go see Ross Noble tonight! :D He's a comedian, and the tickets for the show were so expensive, but my sister bought them coz she really wanted to go and not by herself so that's why I'm going but he's funny so that's cool. Also, they sell out really fast, so our seats are alright, not the best but there are heaps more worse seats so I'm happy. :D I'm excited and the show starts at 8 so yerr. Idk when I'll get home which is why I'm posting now. 

xoxo Bernice

I keep forgetting to post ;_;

Well, a lot happened today I guess, my clarinet is officially broken so I had to take it to the shop to fix but it's gonna take ages and so it's at the shop and I'll be getting it back in 1-2 weeks :L idk what my teacher will say. Urgh, I feel bad but it's not my fault it's broken. Anyways, it's coz the guy has 80 instruments before mine that need fixing o.o I might be getting a new clarinet but my parents are still discussing and deciding coz they're really expensive :L

For the remainder of the day, after I got back (maybe around 2-3?) I was on youtube and showed my sis pewds play alice: the madness returns because she likes that game and we have it LOL. I also started to play Assassin's Creed II, it's pretty fun but omg guards are so annoying, like I was going to go assassinate Vieri (who was hiding up top in this fort) and they wouldnt stop coming and attacking and there were so many and it was only me and Ezio's uncle Mario (and omg when you meet him he actually said word for word i quote 'Its a me Mario!' I CRACKED UP SO MUCH OMG I COULDNT BELIEVE HE JUST SAID THAT. Coz they're all italian but omfg, I so did not expect him to quote Mario. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. So I raced to my sister and told her straight away LOL). I've also been picking up their accents AHAHAHA, it's just so fun to repeat what they say, and I know some of the words from when I learnt Italian in primary! :D Ezio did say this super long phrase/sentence to Vieri after he stabbed him and all it translated to was 'you piece of shit' so I'm hoping they only translated the last part coz otherwise it would take people speaking Italian ages to tell someone that LOL.

Oh and in the morning I also watched Cry's latest installment of his bioshock infinite playthrough :D (which I still want really badly coz it looks so fun and after getting the hang of AC II controls and remembering which is which since when they tell you to do something they only tell you what to do and you have to automatically know the controls for it o.o, I'm sure I'll get the hang of Bioshock's :3)

AHAHA, so I just watched Arirang (korean channel, but they have a program with two hosts hayana and penniel ((??? idk the guy's name but penniel is weird okay, no offence)) and it plays kpop and they tell you about bands LOL) a bit with my dad. My dad's like 'omg this is the best group, it's got 9 girls' (just so you know, any group he says he calls the best or good LOOL) and I was like 'is it SNSD?' and then it showed SNSD (well they wrote girls' generation but SNSD is faster LOL) and yeah. We watched it, they told all these facts, such as them debuting with 'Into the New World' yada yada, anything anyone who listens to kpop knows, and then they played I Got a Boy. Then there was kpop trivia, and it was what group was Jessica's sister Krystal in, which is f (x) and then they gave a hint by the guy doing part of their dance in electric shock and then they showed a snippet of electric shock. So as people went to tell the answer on their home page or something, they answered it ==' and were like 'Now we're going to play a song by f(x) called Electric shock!' Such difficult trivia.

LOL, but it's fun to watch, they play kpop so yerr. My dad doesnt listen or care when I show him kpop but when he sees it on tv, so much difference and he assumes their the best or a really good group and i dont know anything about them. Thanks. Thanks dad, really. :L

Oh well, I need to sleep now before the whole house is asleep LOL. Well, my sister is awake but she's on the other side of the house so whatevs, and my mum's on her computer.

xoxo Bernice

P.S. Oh I forgot to mention, we got video cameras all around our house LOL, we got them a while ago but I never mentioned them :p It's kinda cool coz you can see if someone comes before they ring the bell LOL. Though everything is recorded so you cant act like a weird in front of the cameras, awks if I get locked out of the house because that's what happened on Friday because my mum was in the backyard and I only have a key for the house door, the screen door has a different lock and I could not open it and was stuck waiting until my mum came back in and heard me on the phone talking to my sister asking what to do LOL and I really needed to go to the bathroom LOL. 

Oops sorry forgot to post. Oh well, IT'S THE HOLIDAYS NOW and that's all that really matters LOL. Oh and I made my first house on sims :D I actually liked how it turned out except for the interior of the top floor but that's okay because the top floor stuff was just things i didnt have anywhere to really put in my other rooms so yerr. I moved my rich household into that one coz i built it in their sort of world and then discovered you couldnt even enter the house because you couldnt access the stairs that led to the front door because they cant walk up a tiny not that steep hill but anyways, I managed to fix it after fiddling with the terrain and foundation and stairs for 10min and I actually resolved it by accident. Anyways, what matter is that you can get in and out of the house LOL. 

Today I watched Iron Man 1+2 so that I'll be ready to watch Iron Man 3 next wednesday with Monika (if she can go) and yerr, super excited. i dont think i have much else to say LOL. But I've nearly finished season 4 of spn. In fact I could finish it right this moment since i have one disc left and it's right here next to me. Hey that's a good idea, I'm going to watch supernatural. But after I finish watching this part of Cry's playthrough of Bioshock. AHAHAHA, he went insane at this one point (this is part 9) coz he just started laughing like a maniac as he went on killing with a new vigor and omg it was just so funny. I really want bioshock infinite!! And it's $69 at JB hi fi atm, which is pretty good since im pretty sure it's more expensive at eb games. Idk, have to check tho, coz i also want university life expansion pack for sims as well as monte vista (well those are the ones i want asap since i want all the ones i dont have) and yeahh. It'd also be wonderful if i could get seasons of tv shows on DVD so i have more space on my laptop although I do love having them on my laptop but I am running out of space again. :L

Okay I'm going to watch spn now. 

xoxo Bernice

It's officially the holidays now :D And i'm SO EXCITED LIKE WOW IT'S FINALLY THE HOLIDAYS. I HAVE BEEN WAITING SINCE FOREVER AND NOW IT'S ACTUALLY THE HOLIDAYS.

Posts might start sounding similar (as I don't do much in the holidays well variety-wise but how much i do per thing is a lot) but I should be posting everyday. Two weeks isn't long though, and all I can think is 'fuck, they're so short, and soon ill wake up to school all over again' which is worrying. I just have this bad feeling about it and why am i worrying so much!?! Oh well, I shall try and live my holiday life to the fullest, that means I'll actually go and do stuff. But I also need to attempt making a house on sims. I just get distracted with the lives of my sims tho.

I feel like i have no time to do stuff today, because it's 8 at the current time im writing this and i wanna play a game or something. Maybe ill play aveyond since I can quit easily. Nahh i dont completely feel like it. urghh i need a new game but also dont. Coz then i need more time to play it, i cant play for just 1 or 2 hrs then quit, it has to be a whole session otherwise i feel robbed LOL. Plus I'm expecting an ask to restart my laptop in an hour and I cant have that LOL. As others say on tumblr 'an update that needs restarting does not get updating' or something along those lines :p but i srsly try and delay it for as long as possible every time it happens and omg, windows needs updates all the time now and it's so sad, i mean, i update it, then a few days later 'new update' WTF JUST STOP. STOP NOW. Ehehehe, I think I postponed it another 4 hrs :3

Anyways, don't have much to say because i dont feel like sharing my day LOL.

xoxo Bernice

I didn't end up going school today, i think my cold is coming back in full circle - hopefully, coz I have a sore throat again (just not a bad one) but I'm coughing and sneezing and my nose is runny so idk. Probs will go to school tomorrow, anyways I need to finish my textiles. I just hope I don't regret going LOL.

I totally just wrote a full massive rant on my dad but then I decided to scrap it because it's just making me more pissed thinking about it but let's just say he's been having mood swings at dinner :L

Anyways, I don't have much to say because I didn't do much today. Though I had this tiny panic attack when my mum was asking me if I wanted to bake sweet chilli chicken tenders for school tomorrow (lunch) and I spaced out and questioned whether I'd done the geo test and started to panic thinking it was tomorrow then I realised I'd done it and I was just going crazy for nothing. I don't even know why I was that panicked, I mean, it's not like the yearlies or something LOL and even then I wouldn't panic that much.

Oh yeah, people are at the junior dance atm, LOL, I totally forgot. Good thing I wasn't planning on going coz I wouldn't have been up for it and just wasted $10 which I could've spent on something better. Congrats to them as they would've done cross country last period I think..would it be last period? I think so. Omgg, i cant believe it got changed and so years 7-11 all have to do it now. Apparently when my sister called in to say I was sick, the lady was like 'She's sick?' like straight away and my sister reckons lots of people said they were 'sick' coz of cross country but HEY I'm actually sick. Part of me wishes I went to see the doctor LOL to get a doctor's certificate and shit so I wasn't just one of those really unathletic people even tho i probs am. There are 3 types of flue going around atm apparently, swine flu is one of them and sydney's flu season just started and it's gonna be big or something, idk. I just hope that after I recover I don't get sick all over again coz that would suck.

Okay I'm bored and don't feel like posting anymore.

xoxo Bernice

I don't want to go to school tomorrow coz cross country and jap test and I'm sick. Idk where my jap book is so i havent studied and my lack of paying attention and playing games during class does not help at all now does it. Ugh, I dont want to run when breathing feels weird already so panting while I 'run' around centennial park aint gonna be comfortable. I just dont want to go anywhere in general. I don't have a temperature or anything, just a sore (both inside and out) and stuffy nose, as well as coughing every few moments. Maybe I can get out of going to school, especially if it's cold. LOL. Are you serious. It's 25 degrees tomorrow. Oh well whatevs, i dont wanna turn up looking like rudolph with a red nose or anything + a tissue box just in case.

I feel kinda proud coz I cleaned my room and watched 8 episodes of spn on my own. I think 2 of the 8 had cas too :D ermm, I didnt do anything else but eat and play sims today so oops.

Okay, here's the haul LOL:

Essence stuff. Cbf to label LOL. 

The once full revlon boxes (the heart and the flower are for the nails but they were hard to take out and they felt like those nail filling blocks where one side you cant touch or the oils of your skin will seep in and shit and then like you cant use them for as long a period of time). 

The eyeshadow palettes, google if you want more accurate colours but decadent is more pinky. 

Nail polishes (yes sorry tumblr  is in the background for a couple but that's what I was doing and well, the blue of tumblr goes with the blue of my laptop :3).
L to R: posh pink, classy, dreamer, naughty, base + top coat

Revlon lip butters and nail polishes
L to R: sugar plum, peach parfait, bewitching, cherries in the snow, siren

retractable brush, ultimate suede lip (idk what you'd call it since it's not exactly a lip stick but not a lipstain LOL) in finale, lipgloss in shine city, lip stick in rich raisin frost and the photoready 3D volume mascara. 

Limited Edition compact mirror, nail clippers, tweezers, nail files, and lip liner in rose. 

Sweater from dotti (RRP: $40 or $50 i think...bought for $20)

Cross jumper (oversized) RRP: $40 or $50 idk, paid $20

Camo :D and i love the gold studding (well not really studs but idk what they're called) RRP: $40, paid $10

I think that's it, left out a revlon thing but whatevs. I'm done for today. It feels really late, and it's felt that way for over an hour but it's not even 9 yet. 

xoxo Bernice

AHAHAHAHA. This is so weird but I feel kinda brave - or at least, season 4 isnt as scary as other seasons but I've just watched 4 episodes of Supernatural in a row, by myself. LOL. Coz, as most of you would know, I have a sort of agreement with my sister to only watch spn with her but today she's like 'sorry i cant watch. If you want to watch then you can but I can't since I have an assignment due tomorrow' and that was so sad. I was like 'ohh crap. I really wanna watch but if i do, what if i cant sleep tonight? :L' but i decided to anyways and I just finished the 2nd disc of season 4 (: I'm gonna move on to disc 3 :D I love Cas omg. LOL. He was in the ep I just saw which was awesome :3

Urghh, the download is so slow todayy, I havent been able to watch doctor who because of that and so i cant go on tumblr since at least half (if not all) of the people I follow post doctor who (even a couple tvd blogs). Oh well. I'm actually cleaning my room, and it's actually getting cleaner. Turns out guests coming over is a good motive to clean up. Well everyone is (except for Bel since she's 'doing her assignment' well doesnt look like it when I walk in) and so yerr. Hope to finish tidying my bed and desk and it'll be done :D

I'm still sick. Urgh, moved on to runny nose + coughing. That's it for now, not much else. My neighbours are having a party apparently. I only know coz my mum said there was a jumping castle in their backyard. They had that last year and it had this huge clown head on the roof o.o good thing im not like sam LOOL. Anyways, I might post again later tonight. Just felt like writing (and if i dont post later tonight then at least I'll have two posts in two days in a row!).

xoxo Bernice

I want to build a house.

I hope my post title interests you.

Okay okay okay. You know how I said that I wan't to give myself goals for sims 3, and like achieve certain stuff in certain amounts of time. Well scratch that coz I found something so much cooler which will be so much harder and stressful and omg. I don't know if I'll be able to even do this but I really want to try. I wanna do shit like this:

Aren't they crazy amazing?? O: I wanna build houses like that O:

Though the best I can do right now is like a square/rectangular boring old house and even that probably takes me hours. I feel inspired to go do that shit AHAHAHA. Yes, I know you can download those houses but how cool would it be if you could actually do that? You know, this would be a useful skill if you wanted to be an architect or interior designer LOL but it would take ages. 

Oh and the essence stuff arrived on Friday but I won't be uploading photos until either later tonight or tomorrow so yerr. 

Not much happened today, my throat is still retarded - today it doesn't hurt as much but it's still funky. At least I can talk properly though, I mean now I can shout across the house LOL. Though I cough and sneeze a lot and I dont feel normal or great, and omg now my nose is a bit runny, not like i need a tissue runny but it feels runny LOL. Yesterday it was horrible coz everyone just thought I had a sore throat and when I spoke they were like 'HUH I CANT HEAR YOU' and it was just so annoying since I couldnt speak loud and it was all gruff and baijouhfsjnkdajedhkuherkjed. Well at school it was alright, but when I was on the train it got worse and this guy asked me if I wanted to sponsor his friend for the world's greatest shave but i was getting off as well and I honestly don't know how he heard or understood me when I replied. :L 

I'm considering buying bioshock infinite, coz I've been watching cry play (well half of part 1 since my tabs have surpassed 20 and it's just slow and i cant watch much at a time and each vid he made over 30mins (well from the ones i saw the time for it was 38mins to >1hr). The graphics are amazingg and the plot sounds good and yeah. I just want to. 

And scribblenauts unlimited for pc still isnt out yet :( at least i dont think so. So now I'm considering (well I was considering earlier too) buying it online on amazon or something coz it looks so fun :D

I want sims 3 university life. Weird side of it is that you can make plantsims which are sims who are plants that can photosynthesise and instead of making a baby they make a seed which turns into a plant sim that looks like the sim that nurtured the growth of the seed. AHAHAHAHA. 

xoxo Bernice

Can I just say that I'm super excited for the weekend because then my pjs are no longer due (textileesss) and I've already had my geo test.

Ahahaha, I don't know what I am doing with my life right now. I am working on textiles (idk if ill be bothered to clear up my desk and see if i know how to use this sewing machine on it) but im doing the hand sewing (well I've already done the trim for the armholes :D it actually didn't take long :3. I should be researching and cramming for geo test because I still havent studied and I know I'll regret it especially since I didn't get that great of a mark for the assignment but it's just so bothersome and I'm really worried for textiles. I mean, at least you can study in other subjects for geo, but textiles. Well, you can't really make a sewing machine poof out of thin air and use it without a powerpoint and such.

I haven't played sims in so long. I mean I'm just so sad. I love sims. I think I might try and play sims 'expertly'  if you know what I mean. If you don't then I mean I'm going to decide what job and life they're gonna have and all that jazz and choose the right traits and make them look the part and stuff. I also want to set a time (sims time AHAHAHA. So say 2 weeks for them to have that job and be going well and have these skills maxed) for me to achieve that goal and yeah. That'll be done in the hols tho. I'll just play for fun on the weekend.

Oh and I ordered some stuff from Priceline (online coz there was this deal - soz if ive mentioned this already but idk anymore LOL) and once they arrive I'll do a haul type post for everything I've gotten in the past week or so. And yeah (: I'm really excited. I just ordered a bunch of cheap essence products because I wanted to buy a lot but not spend too much and I always check reviews first so dw, they're not gonna be shit products LOL. Oh and got a bunch of stuff from Revlon!! My mum bought that when we went to djs (David Jones, people keep asking me when I say djs LOL) and it's kinda shared between all the girls in the house but i dont see my mum using the revlon lip butters and my sis said I could have them so that's awesome. Omg, so there are two, one is peach parfait (my sis has it already so yeah) and the other is sugar plum and when I swatched it on my hand. Omg. It's so pretty.

Anyways, ermm, that's it for now. I don't want to bore you with the work I've just managed to complete in time during the past term LOL. And yeah. I'll be posting more regularly from now on! I promise (:

xoxo Bernice

Okay I havent posted in forever LOL but im just too lazy and ughh. I have like drafts that i never posted but idk what i should do with them since they were written bwteen the last time i posted and like last week and there's only 1 or 2.

I went to DFO today and I got three jumpers/sweaters! :D I love them all and it cost $50 in total I think for them. I was going to get a dress but it was a tad small to right size for me while the size up was too big and although I could've gotten the size that fit me best, I decided against it since then I'd be spending $70 of my mum's money and $50 is already a lot i reckon so i didnt get it + i wont be wearing it much since it's getting colder. Maybe I'll post what I got later but idk. I also ordered some things from priceline last night (offer of free shipping and double points if you're a member for yesterday only and my sis and I managed to submit the order just before 12 LOL). So I should have like 70 more points (spent about $35 between my sis and I) so I'd have around 230 points? Idk. But if you have more than 200 points in a quarterly then you get an $8 voucher in the mail. (: not the best deal but when you divide the $200 needed between friends and stuff (if they use your card) then it's not as much (:

So maybe when that stuff arrives I'll post. Oh and I'm also going to burwood westfields on Monday and I might be getting new sport shoes then too but idk. It depends. I hope you're all well and stay with me with my lack of posting LOL.

I'm up to season 3 of spn!! :D And I'm up to date with Teen wolf now as well as everything else I watch ==' I cant believe myself. I mean when I look at my tumblr and at the sidebar with all the shows i watch - it's just sad but cool that I watch so many good shows LOL.

xoxo Bernice

Saturday - Today

Hey there. I swear I'm gonna start posting blog posts only on weekends or Fridays and only be posting occasionally on weekdays because this year, omfg. The workload has been increased so much. I might not even be able to play my games this weekend O: LOL okay that's probs not gonna happen since I will probs end up playing and realising I shoulda spent my time doing all this school shit but oh well. Perhaps I'll actually do work LOL. Okay so quick recapp of the week:

Saturday: Played Sims (generations just gives a bunch of stuff and extra interactions (: ), procrastinated the whole day, umm, I don't remember since it feels like it was years ago LOL.

Sunday: Procrastinated, had lunch with this guy who's renting upstairs and his girlfriend (she has this interesting job - an occupational therapist. Cbf to explain tho LOL), visited family friend's house (i think I'll write another post for that coz it'll take too long).

Monday: Maths test (escaped not finishing hw :D), had sport twice :L (nrly fell asleep on the bus), met up with my sis at abbey's basement books and after monika left we went to town hall to eat - tried a wheatgrass shot at Top Juice. The guy even asked me if I was sure LOL coz it's said to tase disgusting. We shared the shot (half each) and umm, it tastes like grass and carrots (i reckon it'd be better served cold not room temperature) and drink it in one go (not necessarily one swallow but dont stop and put it down coz then you wont want it anymore). The taste stuck with me pretty much until the next morning. BOUGHT BONES SEASON 6 + 7 ON DVD. I can now delete them from my laptop :D

Tuesday: I don't really remember Tuesday coz idk if anything really happened. I think it was the day when I caught up on my maths homework.

Wednesday: Swimming Carnival. Didn't pay attention at all to the races and spent the majority of the day feeling high (though not on drunks but sugar rush from no source of sugar..LOL..err maybe lack of sleep?) with Shannon and wearing my sunnies since they just make everything pretty and like you're in CSI Miami with the light filtering of the tint :D Also went photographer with Monika's camera and stalked random people and things (caught birds, a man exercising, and a car in motion..LOL as well as other people in our year (; ). Finished off with shopping with Monika and Shannon.

Thursday: Procrastinated (but i dont think i went on tumblr once! O: ), crammed geo assignment (finished with like 600 words :( it's supposed to be 750 and well, I dont think i did all that well :L and teacher has high expectations :LL). Didn't really do much else.

Friday (aka today LOL): Watched 4x16 of TVD. I pretty much cried for the whole episode. When it ended I just sat there staring at the screen for about a minute LOL. It was a really good ep tho but so sad and omfg. I wish she hadnt burnt the house down. :( All those memories :'( Well now that her humanity is gone, she's like. Omg. Nina Dobrev is such a good actress, I mean she cried her eyes out (not literally) and then when she turned off her humanity she looked dead inside, like actual no emotions. About halfway through the ep I realised Silas took Shane's body or is some sort of shapeshifter. He then appeared in Mystic Falls and talked to Bonnie again and then after that it is revealed it is Silas coz Shane is still back on the island, nrly dead.

Damon got his revenge on Vaughn. LOL. Ermm, next episode looks interesting, kinda funny coz Elena has no emotions and she's also a bit like season 1 Damon, you know, just sucking anyone's blood coz she feels like it. Though one scene was kinda funny in the promo. But awks. Just watch the promo, cbf to explain.

Okay that's it. It's a bit of a long post I guess but it's making up for all the days I missed. Will post again later for Sunday coz that was just so much fun.

xoxo Bernice

Oops. Long post again :L

Hey! (: I'm going to write a quick (well we'll see how quick it ends up being LOL) post since I haven't posted in a while (I do indeed blame school and the fact that I'm a lazy bum and tumblr has pretty much become my life :L I am currently installing the Sims 3 Generations expansion pack so I'll finally have a chance to play it and see the new features it adds and I'm hoping I'll be able to see my sims experience school - if not then that's cool, I don't need it but two of the pictures on the back look like a school setting. So yeah.

Umm I don't think my week was all that exciting or interesting, I mean on days I'd make mental notes about blogging about a certain event but I honestly just can't think of anything that I tried to make a mental note for so yeah. Sorry about that :p I have added another item to my sister's bday gift and it's a BYS lipstick and lipgloss duo in the shade pearly peach (which was such a beautiful colour when I swatched it in store). I got it for her after I bought one for myself and when i came home and like opened it she was like 'hmm maybe i should've gotten one for myself.' SO being the quick thinker I am, on Monday I bought one (:

I finally got to start on my pjs in textiles and omg, Bonnie, Nicole and I have to make size 8-10 even though it's a bit too big for us and the teacher is like 'dw, we'll just make the elastic a little shorter' but what about the fabric crinkling from being scrunched up so much LOL. So oh well. (OH SIMS 3 GENERATIONS JUST FINISHED INSTALLING :D I'll play after this post tho).

Yesterday it was so strange, I woke up and I actually didn't really feel tired. I was even kinda hyped, totally woke up on the right side of the bed I guess but it was the strangest feeling. (Oh and Happy Valentines Day for Thursday! LOL) But omg, I obviously did not have that feeling when I watched the latest ep of TVD. ;_; JEREMY DIED :( WHICH MEANS Elena is defs - or most likely gonna turn off her humanity and omg. My tumblr pretty much explains it all. Omg so glad I linked Anagha yesterday coz otherwise I'd have to go back like 10 pages even though that was only like 4 days ago...yeah, it's pretty sad how much I reblog. BUT, everything I post or reblog is worth seeing, I mean, when I was searching for it I was like 'omg i remember that, omg i love that, aww how cute, aww Delena <3, omg that was so sad...etc.' you get the idea.

http://flamingglow.tumblr.com/post/42908589188/becauseiamthatselfish-guess-whos-losing-her

But that was pretty much what made everyone expect her to lose her humanity since it's like 'the only thing she had left was her humanity' and we knew it was going to be someone close to her but why did it have to be jer :( HE WAS HER LAST FAMILY MEMBER ALIVE. The promo for the next ep is just so heartbreaking for Elena, and just so you know THEY DID THIS ON VALENTINES DAY (well in America) and omg. The next ep is gonna be so crushing coz Elena's heart will be all broken and she's gonna be a crazy person and then after that she'll switch off her humanity and there my friends, will be the next plot I reckon, getting Elena to switch back on her humanity.

Unfortunately I'm going to leave this post as is and I can't really end it on a happy note. Oh well, I vented a lot of sadness and anger on tumblr, with my reblogging. And although I ship Klaroline, that exit for Tyler was so sad :(

xoxo Bernice

Got my fabric (;

Okay, today I'm going to try and write a short post since the last few were HUGE, dw I won't be sad if you never really read or finished reading them and only looked at the photos.

Currently just started watching the latest episode of Revenge coz for some reason it took ages to download :L I srsly want it to be the weekend again :( I want to install the generations expansion pack for sims and try it out, as well as be free, sleep in and blah blah blah. I bought my material for textiles today (ahaha expected to bring it tomorrow :p I'm so organised (; LOL, nahh, but I was honestly too lazy to go on Saturday). My pjs are gonna be really pink :L But otherwise they would've been navy and I think navy would've been too dark so yerr..hopefully people aren't overwhelmed by it but the pattern for the shorts are rabbits and amongst the hot pink less hot pink, there are cyan blue rabbits and I really like it. I think it's super cute and well, it's not like people can complain since I'm gonna end up sleeping in them! (well if they turn out alright and are comfortable LOL). I also hope no one ended up getting the same stuff as me LOL, that'd be awks :L I'm happy though because all the material + thread (which is guttamen or however you spell that) cost less than $20! (: I always aim for less than $20, some people spend $30+ but I think it's a waste since you're learning to make clothes and it should be so that you save some money on buying it but being able to make the clothes yourself. Idk, just my take, that it teaches you skills, it's fun and well it can be cheaper (and ofc your own design but that's not really the case until like year 10 at least, but idk), depending on what you're making.

I seriously need to get a start on the SRP proposal and I hope I'm allowed to do what I want, otherwise I'm gonna have to change it (but I have two other ideas, the third being safest and most probable in being able to do).

I don'r want to say anymore since it's already starting to look like a lot, so byee!

xoxo Bernice

Alexander the Great

Went to see the Alexander the Great exhibition today with my sis :D The way there was fun coz we took the ferry but they put up some barriers on the outside so we stayed inside, which was a pity since the weather was lovely.

Before the exhibition (and literally 2min after we got off the ferry) we went and got starbucks because there's a ton of starbucks' in the city and well, knowing me, I have an obsession with it, it is probs really unhealthy but it just tastes so good! We both tried the new drinks (I had the cookie crumble mocha frappucino and both my sister and I don't remember what hers was called but it started with soy strawberry and im pretty sure it ended in frappucino LOL). They were really good but I preferred mine ofc, which is good, and vice versa for my sis (:

Anyways, the exhibition itself was interesting, felt like I learnt a lot even though it probs mostly all went through one ear and out the other. No photography was allowed inside but that was kind of expected, however, since my sister bought our tickets online, she also bought the catalogue. (No not shopping catalogue LOL) and it basically shows everything in the exhibit (but it all doesn't look as majestic and amazing as it does in real life, especially with the detail and such) and it wasn't able to show the whole of the mega huge tapestry - probs like the size of two of my bedroom walls combined at least - as well as some pictures this guy drew with ink and it's so lifelike, but it was all done with ink and lines (yepp no actual shading, just lines) and it was really impressive especially since there were several in there.

My sis and I joked a bit on some things, such as how Alexander did all this stuff like conquerinq, fighting, ruling, campaigning..etc. (as in that sorta stuff) when he was 18 and my sis was like 'what did I do when i was 18? Oh that's right, I started uni :p' LOL.

What I didn't get about the exhibition were the solid gold earrings and they were dangly earrings. So I was like 'wouldn't that be really heavy? :L' and then a lady answered sorta laughing at me :L 'yes they are' but why would you make solid gold earrings?? You could tear your holes and apparently those ones were worn a lot. Pretty strong ears I must say.

After the exhibit, both with starving stomachs, we went to Mizuya (even though it was a bit far from the museum and my feet were killing me and idk why coz it's never happened before in my sandals :L) and it was my first time to Mizuya! That was pretty exciting. The food there is nice but I got cold there coz of the airconditioning LOL, but idk, the food there makes you feel stuffed, well what I ordered at least, so I didn't really eat much but that could've also been coz I was starving earlier and when you relieve a long hunger, you get full quicker (well that happens to me sometimes which is srsly annoying).

My beer. 

LOLjks it's lemon lime + bitters

After that we shopped a bit and my sister bought a top from topshop (wait that might've been before the alexander the great exhib. LOL since we walked around for a bit before the exhib). I bought 3 lip products, two of which I was planning to get and the third was sorta planned - the colour. So the Yes To brand finally came to Australia and so I got the Yes To Carrots lip balm in mint (because I realised I got too many strawberry and berry stuff), baby lips loves colour in the shade rose addict and I got a BYS lip gloss and lipstick duo in dusty rose. The BYS lip gloss part smells like strawberries, and the lipstick smells like cupcakes! :D I love it! (:

I also went to Factorie and bought this bright, neon, bubblegum pink scarf (the colour doesn't show on the camera but it's like blinding but it's so pretty) and a pair of yellow skinny jeans (for athletics/swimming carnival).

This was kinda awkward for me to take LOL
but it's brighter than this!

 We also went to EB games and my sister got a Bilbo Baggins figurine as well as SIMS 3 GENERATIONS :D I'm so excited to install and try it. I think it means you can make your kids and teens do stuff in school as well as extras for their life :D

Oh and this is a keyring I got at the gift shop at the museum
for the Alexander the Great Exhib. 

So as you know, we took the ferry on the way back and even though in the photo with my sister we looked happy and normal, that was because we were stopping at Darling Harbour. Otherwise our hair was flying everywhere because it was windier than usual and it was freezing and us two being incredibly intelligent, had decided not to bring jackets. I ended up wearing my scarf on the way back - people who were watching the water probs spotted me because it's so bright but you know what, I love it so whatevs LOL. We also met this lady on the ferry who came here from Japan for something (idk, couldnt hear her as well as my sis coz I wasnt sitting next to her and the wind was carrying sound away - including my earphones from my ears) and today was her only free day and she was cold but apparently it's snowing in Tokyo and apparently it doesnt snow in Tokyo often. Must be really cold there in comparison to here LOL. She was really nice and she's staying at a hotel in SOP so she got off at the same stop at us (which was the last stop LOL). 

Sorry this post was majorly long but so much happened and I had to tell you all so yeah (: Hope you managed to get through it :L

xoxo Bernice